So do we.
There is no version of this where eight years disappear because we hugged in a back room and cried.
We missed too much.
She survived too much.
But last week, Nora called me after class.
She was laughing.
She said, “Mom, I think I completely failed this quiz.”
I laughed too.
“Then welcome back to normal life.”
She went quiet.
Then she said, “I like normal.”
So do I.
For years, I thought finding Nora would mean bringing her home.
I understand now that I was wrong.
She already has a home.
What we are building is something different.
A way back to each other.
And for the first time in eight years, I don’t have to wonder whether my daughter is alive.
I know where she is.
I know she is safe.
And she finally knows that one terrible decision she made at 16 never meant she deserved everything that came after.
Parents often say, “You can always come home.” But how do you prove that when your child has spent years convinced they no longer deserve to?
Still in the mood for a good story? Check out this one: The crooked little flower I’d sewn on Olivia’s jacket was the last piece of her I expected to see walking through a grocery store. But yesterday, it passed me on an older woman’s coat and disappeared into the woods. I followed, only to hear my own name spoken aloud by the person who opened the door.