Why she trusted him.
Why she didn’t call.
She believed too much time had passed.
Then another year passed.
Then another.
Elaine helped Nora get her identification replaced.
Helped her find counseling.
Helped her get work.
Eventually, Elaine left the shelter and opened the cafe.
She offered Nora a job.
Nora had been working there ever since.
“What about the cover-up?” I asked.
Elaine looked down at it.
“Nora gave it to me.”
“Why?”
“She was clearing out old things about two years ago. She said she hated looking at it.”
I touched the edge of the yellow sun.
My mother’s stitches.
Elaine’s voice softened.
“She said it was what she wore the day she ruined her life.”
That sentence broke something in me.
“She didn’t ruin her life.”
“She doesn’t believe that.”
“She was 16, and she made a stupid decision.”
“Yes.”
“She didn’t deserve four years of abuse because of it.”
“No.”
I wiped my face.
“Does she know we looked for her?”
Elaine nodded.
“Then why…”
I couldn’t finish.
Elaine did.
“Because knowing you’re loved and believing you deserve to come back are not always the same thing.”
I looked through the cafe window again.
Nora was wiping down a table.
My daughter was 24.
I had missed eight birthdays.
Graduations and milestones she never had.